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Name: Mercy(Yeah, weird.)
Location: Whitehall, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 9/23/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: Umm....MUSIC, BANDS, GUITARS(though I'm just a beginner), ANCIENT CULTURES, MYTHOLOGY,PARANORMAL THINGS, STUFF...
Expertise: err...reading, being weird, being smart, being a student?
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 9/6/2005

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Saturday, December 31, 2005

my new xanga. cuz it's the new year. Taint_On_Society hehehehehe I'm not I swear.


Friday, December 30, 2005

Currently Listening
Work
By Jimmy Eat World
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Eh....now I'm sad. I might not be as close to Ethan as Shannon and other people, but I do want to help. I mean it does concern people I know. Shannon one of my best friends, Shane--uhh my friend (though he's an abusive asshole.), and Ethan--who's I guess a friend.... I mean..... I dunno..... maybe I'll have to fall back onto that aquaintance thing..... anyway. I kinda have a hang of my phone. I need to find my 'camera cable' or else I'm dead. well, not really just all the crap from the 'rents. *sigh* I want to end all these projects yet i have no idea what to do. ad i have three more days to get my crap back in gear. UGHHHHH I hate projects. I mean I might fail if i don't do my American Studies proj. and my English proj I definitely have to do or else I'm failing no matter what. Damn that shitty test. damn it to hell. my GPA is going to go down.......I have a B+(not counting that shitty test) in English. and I have to bring it up to a solid A not A- i'm dreaming if I think I can get a A+ but an A and I'm good with my 'rents. and that proj is probably the only thing that is going to be major oh wait no the journal writes and the damn novels. ok but still I need help with proj.s. I want to cry. this sucks. *hiss* stupid projects. Why can't I have normal parents? I mean I either have to maintain this A,A,A+,A or get A+,A+,A+,A+, or A+,A,A+,A+ or A,A+,A+,A+, or A,A+,A+,A+ or blah blah. but you get what i mean i either have to go up or stay the same but if I get one A- they're like oh you could do better and ,make me feel all shitty and stuff. when I worked MY ass off. actually no. no I don't work my ass off. I do struggle but tests and quizzes and stuff I take them I don't study unless you call the little time they give us before the test to 'review' studying. I mean even for finals I don't study. sure maybe something you know with friends and stuff. *sigh* and high school is tiring. you know people say they would give so much to go back to their high school years. that your high school years are the best. and blah blah. no offense to any people who say that but is it because the real world isn't what you expected?, is it because of your old age which doesn't let you remember the bad times?, is it because you've lost so many people you used to know before(in high school)?, is it because you feel old and you want to feel young again?, is it because you have many regrets and you want to make it up? I don't know. All I know is people DO go through hell in high school. If there's the chance of your high school years being the best, why isn't there a chance of them being the worst? Maybe I haven't gotten to the good parts. Maybe our generations are so different from each other, that we hold different values and priorities. And so our views are so different that we can't accept the fact of high school being good. maybe we can't take the time to look around and truly feel lucky to be here. to be here instead of somewhere else where it's even harder. maybe it's just that we want to get out of this place. we see high school as just a passing point to go out into the real world. Maybe we're too caught up in our work. in our own lives. Maybe years from now, we'll tell our children,grandchildren,nephews, etc, that high school was the best time of our lives. or who knows, maybe we might say teh opposite to see if they can prove us wrong. And when they do we'll cry and say you're so lucky. and we'll laugh for them and their youth. Who knows? I don't. I doubt anybody else does either. So, when the new year comes I wish you all try to enjoy your high school years to the best of your abilities. HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!


Monday, December 26, 2005

ugh phones are complicated. anyway. i'll try this survey i got from shannon.

Have you ___________ last summer?
.:x  given your self a mani & pedi? no
.:x  had a party? yes
.:x  spent the night with a friend? no
.:x  laughed until your stomach hurt? yep
.:x  gone on a vacation? yep i think
.:x  tanned? uh yes?
.:x  went to a camp? hell no
.:x  swam? yep
.:x  went to the movies? nope
.:x  gone shopping? um yes i think
.:x  are you even out of school? i wish
.:x  gotten freakishly bored? HaHAHAHAHAHA yes.

   Would you rather?
.:x  go to Hawaii or go to the Bahamas? Hawaii
.:x  go to the movies or go shopping? movies movies movies maybe shopping but with certain people
.:x  Spend the night with a friend or go to a party? party
.:x  Host a party or have a friend spend the night? uh friend. hosting is wayyyy too hard
.:x  Tan in a salon or lay out? lay out
.:x  Watch TV or get online? get online
.:x  Have your dream guy or have the ultimate trip to a tropical island? trip trip trip!

Xo----------Friends Survey----------oX

Which friend is the....
.: x craziest- ??? for them to hang out with me is crazy. lol.
.: x sweetest- Brianna
.: x prettiest- umm....all of them
.: x smartest- Brianna, Lisa
.: x girly- .......uh.....Morgan.....Becca?
.: x easiest to be grossed out- oooh Shannon or Morgan
.: x blondest- Shannon
.: x honest- all of them
.: x trustworthy- all of them
.: x sporty- uhhhh
.: x animal lover- Brianna?
.: x computer genious- you spelled genius wrong. ummm....nonni
.: x funniest- all of them
.: x drama person- All those bandos and Shannon and Morgan and Heather....I think that ends my list. lol
.: x band person- ED
.: x person that always gets their homework done- Uhhhh.....a person like that exists?
.: x flirtiest- ummm... Morgan. Morgan. Oh man....that is defintely morgan. jeez the mental scars. the HORROR.

About your friends and past friends
.: x which friend have you known the longest? Lisa
.: x which friend have you known the least? Jaimie
.: x who was your first best friend? ummm.....here? or over there? here. it was Lisa. there. it was Jenna.....or was it Jennifer......I don't remember anymore.
.: x is he/she still you friend? here. yes. there. no.
.: x which friend do you miss the most? umm...umm...umm....Francis and Joan oh and Lucy cuz....she uh remembered me the most.
.: x has one of your best friends ever moved away? yes.
.: x who has the most classes with you? Shannon M.
.: x pick one friend and tell one of your favorite memories- err. Heather and that whole pocono bridge incident. man that was fun.

Which one of your buds is most likely to....
.: x be a teacher- i dunno
.: x become a computer person- i dunno 
.: x become a stay at home mom- uhhh i dunno!!
.: x live life on the wild side- Shannon. Morgan prob. since she'll prob. go back to Vegas and you know that's wild. AND SHE BETTER TAKE ME!!!!! i want to go on that ride.....that's like way up high and then takes you down really fast!!! YAY HEART STOPPERS!!lol
.: x travel all over the world- hopefully all of us. that would be awesome
.: x become famous- i dunno. whoever wants to be famous
.: x fall in love before 20- .....uhhhh......shannon,morgan,heather, okay before i make this into a list. whoever wants it in life alright?? except for me. you all know me.
.: x become a sports star- ???
.: x not go to college- i dunno. hopefully nobody or i will beat their butt into submission!! and then tutor them forcefully. I don't care if i have to wait to go to college to go to college with them. I'm going to watch you you little mongrels!!! lol.
.: x get married twice - Morgan!!! def. Morgan. Are you nuts? If that doesn't happen.....I'll fall in love before 20. ummhmm.
.: x have 4 kids - uhhh...i dunno. the palm reader said nonni was going to have 3 kids so anything is possible lol.
.: x become a telemarketer- hopefully no one.
.: x be your best friend throughout your whole life- EVERYBODY!!!! hopefully.
.: x be at home doing nothing but eating and watching tv- uh ?
.: x be a serious business person- uh ?
.: x become someone with a job that helps people- ?
.: x end up on road rules or real world- .........oh god i'm not going to comment. lol
.: x copy and paste this survey on their xanga ? well i did it?

Xo-------------About u Survey-------------oX

Basics
.: x full name- Mercy P. you all know me anyway.
.: x height- oh man......4 something.....
.: x hair color- dark brown almost black. actually now it's gotten lighter in some parts and looks copper-ish. yepp.
.: x real hair color- uh started out dark brown almost black. see you didn't ask what i dyed it. HA! you stinkin' survey!
.: x eye color- dark brown. so boring....
.: x birthday- 9/23
.: x age- 14
.: x grade- 9th

School
.: x name of school- WCHS
.: x grade- 9th
.: x nicest teacher- all my teachers but Bower took the cake on friday. woooo....but i'm still dreading that test...*shudders* god i really did fail.
.: x meanest teacher- none
.: x best class- Honors English
.: x best subject- .......American Studies.
.: x worst class- Honors English
.: x worst subject- ......wait wait... class as in students? cuz then i take it back and say....Math. worst subject of mine. Honors English.
.: x what do you think about PE or athletics? HA!!! you all know.

Love- Taken <---was this supposed to be answered? if so, nope
.: x taken by who? N/A
.: x for how long? N/A
.: x why do you like him/her? N/A
.: x is he/she older than you? N/A

Love-Crushin<-----again was this supposed to be answered? if so, no.
.: x for how long? uh. N/A
.: x planning on doing anything soon?  N/A

Favorites
.: x drink- ......XD as in drink drink or soda/drink? lol. i'm not going to answer that.
.: x ice cream flavor- oooh crap i forgot the name. anything but black cherry. I guess.
.: x smell- Irish Spring. MY GOD I LOVE THE SMELL!!! i don't know why.
.: x sport- swimming
.: x channel- mtv 2. history channel. i know i know. geeky. umm national geographic and all that jazz.
.: x celebrity- ?
.: x memory- man. i dunno.
.: x candy- anything minty. is gum considered candy? cuz then that's it.
.: x show- ? that King Tut show was cool....
.: x animal- ? uhh....purple penguins.

This or that
.: x roses or daisies- roses.
.: x cell phone or AIM- uhh...cell since mine has AIM. HA i beat the system. lol
.: x mall or movies- movies. and if a mall it wouldn't be any around here. please! you haven't seen a mall until you've been to jersey or some actual city!!
.: x tv or computer-comp.
.: x cat or dog- cat. MEOW. hehehe black cat.
.: x rock or rap- rock since most rap is a lot of nonsense.
.: x water or milk- water, since plain milk doesn't get along with me. i don't like the taste for some reason.
.: x shorts or pants- pants.
.: x dinner and a movie or walk on the beach- Walk on the beach. i love the beach. SHH noone was supposed to know that. lol
.: x color or black and white- color def.
.: x friends or family- friends. maybe just maybe in some other situation family.
.: x baseball or basketball- uhh neither?
.: x coke or pepsi- neither.
.: x bright or dark- dark. MUAHAHA

Xo----------Your Perfect Guy----------oX

Short Answer
.: x hair color- ? i dunno. i guess i dark color since....i dunno.
.: x eye color- something really rare. hey maybe an albino! not to offend. i'm just saying that's cool.
.: x height- *Sigh* most guys are taller than me so i guess tall.
.: x short or long hair- i don't care.
.: x prep, skater, jock, etc- ........i don't care? but i wouldn't prefer a jock......
.: x teeth- TEETH? WTF? you weirdos. lol. um. nice teeth?

Yes or No
.: x glasses- er yeah i guess.
.: x contacts- yeah i don't care glasses or contacts.
.: x buff- uh yes? i dunno. i mean is this still for the guy? if so, I don't care.
.: x piercings- def. yes. ok maybe not def but it'd be hot. lol.
.: x tattoos- def. yes. see above.
.: x teeth- um yes. since my other option is no. and a guy with non existant teeth is just weird to picture. of course....george washington had wooden teeth and uhhh....some other set of teeth but whatever.
.: x cook- def. yes. is this still with the guys thing. if so, yes. i mean unless by some miracle or a LOT of cooking classes i doubt i'll cook my own food. and even if i do. i think that's a nice asset.
.: x love their mom- ok now i'm positive this is for the guy thing. umm i seriously don't care....--U
.: x watch chick flicks with you- no i don't like 'em. why would i subject them to that torture?
.: x cuss- i don't give. i cuss he cuss the whole world cuss. i know that is grammatically incorrect.
.: x drink- ...........ugh. well with the history i have with this drinking business and stuff. I guess. but as long as he's not fucked up with me.
.: x smoke- ugh....see above.
.: x write poems- er sure? i mean i can't expect a perfect guy.
.: x pay for dinner- eh whatever. me or him it doesn't matter.
.: x wild or conserved- wild i guess but you know not too much or i'm going to have to slap him. (inside joke right now)

This or that
.: x funny or serious- mmm....in the middle but leaning towards funny. i like funny guys.
.: x night out or stay at home- er whatever.
.: x shy or outgoing- it doesn't matter which one.
.: x candy or flowers- errr flowers. i not too big on candy.
.: x smart or dumb- compared to me? lol. just kidding. i don't care as long as i can have nice conversations with him. i mean. sheesh he can't be all 'DUHHH' all the time.
.: x not afraid to speak his mind or do what makes you happy- def. not afraid to speak his mind.
.: x quiet or loud- it doesn't matter which one.
.: x class clown or class nerd- eh. it doesn't matter.
.: x funny or sarcastic- def. both.
.: x basketball or football- neither. but if i had to pick it would be basketball. down with football. unless you're thinking of soccer. the def. soccer. soccer is in my blood man.
.: x honest or trushtworthy- def. both.

Xo---------Last Time/Thing---------oX

Last thing you...
.: x ate- err....chocolate.
.: x drank- soda.
.: x saw- the comp. screen.
.: x touched besides the computer- the mouse. lol. um. my cell. wow that sounds wyrd
.: x watched on tv- that Adam Sandler cartoon movie.
.: x saw in a movie theater- oy!! i have no idea.
.: x wanted- err....salvation? not in the religious sense. if you want to know i guess you'll have to ask.
.: x needed- a hug
.: x twisted- my arm
.: x listened to- TNT-AC/DC- it's my ringtone!!

.: x squeezed- squeezed? err. my cell.
.: x yelled at- my dad
.: x punched- nobody as of yet.
.: x taped- various cut outs.
.: x graded- myself

 

Last time you...
.: x cried- uhhhhh...the 24th
.: x yelled- my dad.
.: x smiled- .......i dunno?
.: x changed clothes- like 2 hours ago.


.: x slept-uhhh.....hehehehehe.
.: x worked out- uhhhh hehehehehe
.: x played a game- ?
.: x played a sport- um gym last year. i mean unless you count swimming.
.: x went to the mall- last wednesday
.: x went to the movies- whoa. i don't remember. i think it was in jersey.
.: x ate fast food- i hate fast food.
.: x went to church-pfft. a long time ago.
.: x talked to someone- a few seconds ago.

Xo-----------Random Survey------- ------oX

.: x Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: Send picture msg. XD it was my cell user guide.
.: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. oops. i back spaced too far. uh it was air.
.: x What is the last thing you watched on TV?  the Adam Sandler thing
.: x Without looking, guess what time it is: i don't know.
.: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 10:25
.: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? my brother laughing
.: x When did you last step outside? What were you doing? um. um...friday. going to school.
.: x Before you came to this website [started this survey], i backspaced too far again.
.: x What are you wearing? a white t shirt and gray sweats. GASP no black. lol

.: x What is on the walls of the room you are in? a picture of flowers. don't ask. my mom. it's not my room it's the living room.

.: x What do you think of this quiz? it's sooo long.
.: x What is the last movie you saw? oh oh!! i know this one!! Underworld. head chopped off. lol. my bro was like you want to see a head chopped off on christmas eve you violent little girl. and he stole the TV....but i'm forcing him to drive me to the movies to see Underworld Evolution. haha
.: x you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? umm i dunno.
.: x Tell me something about you that ppl don't know: uh? most people don't know i have a brother.
.: x Do you like to dance? uh yeah but i'm not good.

first child is a girl, what do you call her? umm
is a boy, what do you call him? umm
What does St. Peter say to you when you reach the pearly gates? WTF? What are you doing here? Oy, now there's no difference in between hell and heaven. *shakes fist downward* damn you satan!


MMM chocolate. So, what did you kiddies get? Assuming anybody reads this. I'm getting bored of it.....oh well. DAMN VIRGIN MOBILE!!!! YOU STOLE 35 CENTS!! *HISS* bastards. yep I have a phone ladies and gentlemen. ......I need help. I mean with my phone. Shannon, you flatter me but.....ugh lost my train of thought oh well. I can go online with this thing. Crap graphics though. I'm wasting my money!!!!!!! *cries* all i wanted was a ringtone. then i had to pay a dollar for internet service. 10 cents for virginXL and now 2.50 for a ringtone. plus 35 cents for who knows what. GAH stupid phone.-_-U I'm regretting this. I haven't even made a call......


Sunday, December 18, 2005

Do do do do....i need another xanga name.......hmmm.....I don't know. My hair is a poofy mess. The dance was good. I got a candy cane. MUAHAHAHA. The DJ's were strange.... blah blah blah. I have to work on my story now.



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